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Friday, June 29, 2007

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 21:35:24 GMT

I LOVE YOU KASEY!

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 14:37:08 GMT

Well, It's my birthday. Yeah, its not that exciting. After 16 its like, ehh what the hell. There is still one person who makes it fun. They came about the time it started to get boreing too. lol. Yey, my cousin just wished me a happy birthday. I love my cousin. lol. dont ask. oh, but thats now who that one person is. that might have thrown you off the person you dont know. even though you dont know my cousin either. but anyway I woke up this morning, went to my computer, hooked it up to my stereo, and started blasting "Sugar" out my BOSE. lol. I like that song. I dont really know what I'm doing for my birthday yet but I guess I'll find out huh. I know we are going to dinner, but I know a couple things I might bring upt that we can do. oh, and for the people who dont know, I'm 19. Which, as someone told me yesterday and i found quite interesting, but not really. lol. 13 - 18 holds something new. but 19s just there. We cant think of anything for it anyway. but thats ok, I have enough already. more then i could ask for in one person. but anyway. I dont think i should be writing right now. lol. I probably confused you more then told you whats going on. I'll edit it sometime today or tomorrow when I have time.. ehh, I'll just post a new one. later

Friday, August 25, 2006

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 21:44:17 GMT

YEY!!! I got a new mouse. It's cordless.. thats right, no cord. I can be in my room and control my mouse in the liveing room. Though I don't see the point. Any, cordless mice arent anything new. So moving on. Wake county started school today. Not that I need to worry about that. Anyway. I FINALY start working on planogram next week, starting monday. It's about time. I dont really have too much to talk about.. wait. I just thought of something. My mom, dad, and brother were going to go down to Florida the day after Christmas to visit my grandparents, but I was going to have to stay home cause of work. I didnt realy have any reason to go down there anyway. I dont really like my grandparents on that side.. well the only side I have anymore. But I talked to the my cousin, the best cousin in the world, and she said that she would be able to go down there too. Her parents dont live together anymore.. her dad lives in Florida and her mom lives in Ohio. I dont think they really wanted to see eachother again. lol. So shes going to go down to her Dads house and stay there after Christmas and I'm going to take off work for a coulpe days and go down there too. I havent seen her in four years. I miss my cousin really really bad. I love you Missa! So yeah. I'm really excited about that. Wow.. this music I'm listening to reallly sucks. I think its time to change it. There we go, its fixed. Ok now I really dont have anything to talk about. I guess I'm going to go play guitar now. I dont really know what I'm going to play but maybe it'll come when I sit down. Later

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 01:09:31 GMT

I POSTED!!! I'm to tired to think of anything. Tis why I'm going to bed. Good Night.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 04:17:54 GMT

Well, not much went on today. Woke up about 11 and played Halo for like 2 hours. Then I had to go to Target to pick up my check. Yeah that was fun. They didn't pay me fore 13 hours I had. Which is $114. Yeah, so we had to fix that. It was funny cause in the middle of fixing it the fire alarms went off, in the whole store. Some kid pulled it in the fitting rooms. They said when they went over there to fix it the kids mom said "hey, my kid pulled that" and walked away. One person I worked with said that if that was her, her mom would have bet her so hard. lol. It was funny. So then I came home and played my guitar for a while, till I was thinking, "damn this thing sounds like shit. Maybe I should get some new strings." So thats what I did. I went to Sam Ash, the bank, and box office videos to rent some movies. Came home, strung my guitar, played my guitar (duh) and did... well, nothing really. So yeah, not too much went on. Okay, well its time for bed.

later

Friday, August 18, 2006

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 13:31:51 GMT

Welp. Today not a good day so far. But its only 10:30. Im sure itll get better. Yeah, I set my alarm on my phone every night so I can wake up at 3 in the morning to go to work. Well, for some reason I fell alseep with my phone so I didnt hear it go off and, therefore, didnt wake up. I called in but they seem to think it was too late. I dont know what the hell is going to happen now. But I think either way I'm leaving Target. The old store I liked, but this new one, the people dont know whats going on and they tell me something, then I get in trouble the next day cause they didnt tell everyone else what they told me. Like that I was suppose to be on Planogram this week but they didnt tell everyone so I didnt get to be on it. But anyway. This week, except today, has been awesome. I've had so much fun, and I've never laughed so much in my life. Thats how its going to be all the time, you know who you are. But.. we might have a day like yesterday every now and then. like once a month or something. But it still wasnt bad. Just confusing. I havent posted in this in a long time. I have to get some music in here again. I had to get rid of it. But yeah, this week has been awesome. You still have to see my pictures. Oh, and I have a new friend on Xanga. Her name's Rine. She has this really awesome music site, with a SHIT LOAD of music. I dont get how she finds it all. But yeah, go to her site and subscribe. She will take requests if you have them, but dont swamp her. She does so much already. Okay, well I have to go. Oh yeah... www.xanga.com/Right_Left_Die_Music

Later

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 05:53:23 GMT

I never knew there'd come a day
When I'd be sayin to you
Don't let this good love slip away
Now that we know that its true
Don't, Don't you know the kind of man I am
No, said I'd never fall in love again
But its real
And the feeling comes shinin thru

I'm so caught up in you
Little girl
And I never did suspect a thing
So caught up in you
Little girl
That I never wanna get myself free
And baby its true
You're the one
Who caught me, baby you taught me
How good it could be

It took so long to change my mind
I thought that love was a game
I played around enough to find
No two are ever the same
You made me realize the love I'd missed
So hot, love I couldn't quite resist
When its right, the light just comes shinin thru

I'm so caught up in you
Little girl
You’re the one that’s got me down on my knees
So caught up in you
Little girl
That I never wanna get myself free
And baby its true
You're the one
Who caught me, baby you taught me
How good it could be

Fill your days and your nights
No need to ever ask me twice
oh no
Whenever you want me
And if ever, comes a day
When you should turn and walk away
Oh no
I can't live without you
I'm so caught up in you

And if ever comes a day
When you should turn and walk away
Oh no
I can't live with out you

I'm so caught up in you
Little girl
You’re the one that’s got me down on my knees
So caught up in you
Little girl
That I never wanna get myself free
And baby its true
You're the one
Who caught me, baby you taught me
How good it could be

Little girl

You’re the one that’s got me down on my knees
So caught up in you
Little girl
That I never wanna get myself free
And baby its true
You're the one
Who caught me, baby you taught me

You got me so caught up in you

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 03:12:24 GMT

How do I
Get through the night without you
If I had to live without you
What kinda life would that be
Oh I need you in my arms, need you to hold
You are my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live
Without you

There would be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I
baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Real in my life
And tell me

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live

Please tell me baby
how do I go on
If you ever leave
baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you are everything
Good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live

How do I live without you
How do I live without you, baby
How do I live without you

.... I couldn't

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 14:43:20 GMT

For the people who keep telling me I need to write in this thing... I dont have time. Thats a lie. The few times I actually have time to write in here, I'd rather spend that time with someone and not spend it writting. But since I'm here.. We have a trip to Germany coming up. But you already knew that. Work actually sucks now. It wasnt that bad the first 3 months, but then they hired new people and they get told they do a good job and get put in the same area all the time. What do I get, moved around every day, and I get no respect. So fuck them. Anyway. Office Max accepted me. So I start there sometime when we get back. They said I would get paid 8 to 10 an hour. Which is really good. Target doesnt like the idea that I'm getting a nother job. But they can kiss my ass. If they actually paid us what we deserve then maybe I would make them my full time job. And I'm not saying that I'M underpaid there. Everyone who isn't a team lead or an LOD gets under paid. But yeah, the whole point of all this is so I have one job that pais the bills every month, (350) + now(400). And the other will be money that I save for the end of the year. And for money so I can go out where we want. So as you can tell, like I said, nothing really going on. Only two things... that I can talk about in here. The other thing, I think, is going great. I couldnt be any happier.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Thu, 25 May 2006 04:43:28 GMT

Hey. I really dont know what to put in here. I havent had much time to really be on the computer. As is why I'm always away on my status. I only really look at it after work, and even then I only look at two xangas. I wish I could type everything that has happened and is going on in here but I'm afraid I cant and dont have time seeing as I'm really f'ing tired. So to all a good night at I will try to actually type something tomorrow before work. I'm off to bed... again. _11:57-now..now-##:##.